I don't even know where to begin, because there's a part of me that still can't believe you're not here. The house feels quieter, the air a little heavier, and my heart aches in ways I didn't know it could. I keep looking for you-expecting to hear your footsteps, feel your nose nudge against my leg, or see you playing your backwards game just to make me laugh. You always knew how to make me smile. You were more than just my dog-you were my companion, my comfort, my joy, Just being near you brought me peace. You had such a big personality, such a pure and innocent soul, and the love you gave was so deep and true. I still feel you around me sometimes- especially when I sit by your bed. I don't know if it's really you or just my grief, but if it's you thank you for staying close. I hope you know how much I miss you. I miss calling you Baby Bear, Bubba, and Bear. Those names were ours, and they still hold so much love. I think of our long walks in the park. just you and me. I remember how much you loved the river-how peaceful and happy you were when we were there together. I wish I could hold you one more time. I wish I could tell you-again and again-how much you meant to me. I hope you knew it, in every cuddle, every walk, every moment we shared. If there's anything I didn't do or anything I could have done better, please forgive me. I was just trying to love you as much as you loved me. I love you forever
