My beautiful princess. I always told you you were an angel, now you really are an angel. I miss you so much it hurts. It hasn't even been a week. I can't go to work, I feel like there is a Lexxy shaped hole in my heart. I can't stop crying. I missed my flight home over the holidays which is why I came back so late, I wasn't going to come back but it was worth every penny, because little did we know that was the last time we would see each other. I wish I could have done more to prevent this from happening to you, and I will never be able to forgive myself, I knew something was wrong, and I told everyone and its like no one believed us. I love you from the bottom of my heart and always will. I'm sorry I left, I was creating a better life for you to walk into with me, but it was all for nothing because you're not here. I will always love you. More than you will ever understand.
Dejà
-
Mother
