My gorgeous boy. Writing this breaks my heart into a million pieces, loosing you (15th Ocotber 2025) has been the hardest thing in my life, the pain is unbearable, and not having you here to lick away my tears makes it even harder. The house is so still and quiet, the sofa feels huge and the sound of the heating during the night gives me hope you are still here, it was all just a bad dream, but sadly its not. The day I said goodbye you took my heart with you and it'll forever be yours. When you came to me at 6 months old you were beyond a nightmare, ate everything, stubborn as anything, bought me to tears, cost me a fortune and had the biggest attitude, the film marley & me- he had nothing on you. But our bond grew stronger than ever, you became the most amazing boy I could ever have dreamed of, so full of love, so affectionate and loyal. Everyone knew I was your mum by the way you looked at me, never left my side and searched for me when i left the room, we were what each other lived for. You will never be forgotten Raffy, our every minute cherished over the last 11½ years. I love you more than words could ever explain, but you know that.Sweet dreams "My Boy", until we're together again.
Gemma
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